#the grey outside inside

Kristian10am. Mornings to be spent inside. Literally and in some other ways. Paper, different colours. Words, different colours too. Random shapes, lacking meaning or inspiration. Maybe these hours still are needed once in a while.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+village+and+the+hills" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the village and the hills</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

KristianWieder eine andere Stadt. Osterhasen aus Holz und Plüsch bewegen sich ruckartig im Takt, die Motoren summen und knirschen unter der Kulisse und ihren bunten großen Eiern. Das unheimliche Tal der großen Augen, einige Kinder verweilen und beobachten das Treiben aus sicherer Entfernung. Die Wochenend-Einkäufe: Grillkohle, billiges Fleisch, einige Kisten Bier. An manchen Orten ringt man mehr als anderswo mit den eigenen Vorurteilen. Immer wieder.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=other+cities" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#other cities</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

KristianKurze Runde durch den Novembermärz, nur um den Körper zu bewegen und die Luft in sich zu tauschen. Hinter den anderen Häusern werfen Balkone ihren fahlen Schein auf Asphalt und nasses Gras. Im hellen Kreis sammeln sich Zigarettenstummel und Kronkorken. Eine verlorene Giraffe aus weißgelbem Kunststoff sitzt am Rand neben der Hecke und harrt der Dinge, die da kommen. Oder eben nicht. Zwei mittelalte Herren joggen gegen die Jahre, der Zwang dominiert die Freude und man tritt zur Seite, lässt passieren, atmet zum aufziehenden Nebel hinzu - und übt sich darin, das Selbst für jetzt zu ignorieren. Manches braucht es gerade nicht.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=urban+escapism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#urban escapism</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

KristianAuch: Die Unwägbarkeiten von Ausgeklammertem. Dinge vergessen, Eile spüren. Warteschlange, Supermarkt des geringsten Misstrauens, jung-erfolgreiche Stadtmenschen in Diskussion mit immer genervterem Personal, die alte Halle zu klein für so viel geballtes Ego. Automatenstreit vollendet eine weitere Woche, mittlerweile wachsen Narzissen aus braunen Töpfen im Regal davor. Nur die Schleifen, die von offen liegenden Steckern in unergründliches Dunkel führen, lassen noch auf die widerspenstigen Gerätschaften schließen. Ein Seufzen für den grauen Nachmittag.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=sdgm" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#sdgm</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=home+office+hours" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#home office hours</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=late+lunch+break" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#late lunch break</a>

KristianWay before 8am and already spinning like a wheel. Signatures of birds high above, black against a bright shade of grey. Frost slowly fleeing from the roofs, notifications hinting at incoming calls and random issues sneaking into the planned order of business. Rescheduling. And getting better at it, at least from a mere workflow point of view. Everything else aside for a moment.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=home+office+hours" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#home office hours</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=frost+in+mind" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#frost in mind</a>

KristianSehr viel weiter starten Systeme in abgesicherte Modi, und es drängen sich eigenartige Überlegungen auf zum Begriff der Sicherheit dieses speziellen Kontexts. Wind in den Jalousien, Duft von Asphalt und Stadt. Neue Zeitschriften am Tresen, hämische Gespräche zerpflücken die Schlagworte der Saison, während die Schlange an der Kaffeemaschine langsam kürzer wird. Zweite Woche ohne Mittagskuchen. Dafür Kugelschreibergekritzel auf einem alten Block. Zerrissene Wolken, so weit der Blick sich wagt. Zwielicht über den Stunden, und ein wenig Nebel vor dem inneren Auge.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=where+we+do+what+we+do" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#where we do what we do</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=office+hours" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#office hours</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

KristianSpaziergang ohne Routine, Versuch von Bewusstsein ohne intensives Nachdenken. Staub auf Schuhspitzen, Blickkontakt mit dem Zeitungsverkäufer vor anderem Supermarkt, stummer Gruß. Ein Zug pfeift im Gleisdreieck. Milchiger Himmel, grau wie schlechter Kaffee, und die eigenen Gelenke knacken und knirschen mit den Schritten. (Weinbeeren, Bananen, Orangen. Wie lang braucht es, um Ausnahmen zur Gewohnheit werden zu lassen? Zögernd offenbart sich früher Nachmittag.)<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=office+hours" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#office hours</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=where+we+do+what+we+do" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#where we do what we do</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

KristianAuch, anderswo, die Abwegigkeit von Automaten. Manchmal wird die Kiste mit den leeren Flaschen nicht erkannt. Und dann greift der alte Prozess, in dem ein robust freundlicher Herr im Blaumann mit Bleistift Zahlen auf ein Stück Papier kritzelt. Es liegt an der Farbe. Oder der Tageszeit. Oder der Software. Das weiß man nicht so genau. (Nebenan fischt eine junge Frau verschämt einige leere Bierdosen aus der Tasche am Kinderwagen und versucht sie unbemerkt loszuwerden. Man nimmt zur Kenntnis. Schaut weg. Und versucht ein seltsames Gefühl abzuwehren. Indifferente Sonne auf kalter Stadt.)<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=distant+concrete+other+cities" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#distant concrete other cities</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)Nach Mittag und Wochenend-Vorkaterstimmung im Supermarkt des geringsten Misstrauens. Osterhasen mit pfirsichsamtigem Fell, dessen bloße Vorstellung schon Gänsehaut verursacht, wachen kalten Blickes über nahezu farblose Tulpen. Der Familienvater von nebenan grüßt freundlich, als er, noch neben den parkenden Einkaufswägen, eine kleine Flasche aufschraubt und in einem einzigen langen Zug leert. Plötzlich fallen all die leeren Flachmänner auf, Korn, Weinbrand, Wodka, die in den Ecken des Viertels herumlungern, und unangenehme Fragen schleichen sich ein. Geschichten, die man nicht erzählen will. Oder gerade Geschichten, die man wahrnehmen sollte? Kaum Sonne, viele dichte Wolken.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)Closing in on 10am. A morning indecisive between rain and just grey, and the inner self resonates very much. In one of the flats below, kids are calming down after the first loud, playful noises of the day. Searching for shapes in the lines of the clouds. No special patterns to emerge so far.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=sundays" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#sundays</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)4pm, small steps for everyone including mankind and oneself. Random strong gusts, vertical rain, parents on the bus stop trying to hide their kids from the weather. Sun has given in and went to take a nap, meanwhile the magpies and crows came to watch afternoon unfold. Changing modes and hats and clothes, for the private late person never completely loses touch with the earlier professional one completely anyhow.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=later+that+day" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#later that day</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)Andere graue Städte in jener seltsamen Zeit zwischen den Jahren. Gesichter, die man kennt, ohne sich an Namen zu erinnern. Leere Plätze, geschlossene Türen, dunkle Fenster. Der Fluss bleibt hörbar, vieles andere schweigt. Und in manchen Situationen ist man vorsichtig dankbar dafür.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=other+cities" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#other cities</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=in+between" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#in between</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)3pm and on. Judging by the pale early darkness in between these houses, could be very well hours later. Disconnected from the flow for now and already done with the usual rhythm. Tea, to counter caffeine side-effects. A small candle. Fingertips in hot wax, by accident. At least at first. And even more rain.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=later+that+day" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#later that day</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)Unto the storm. Music for drifting just slightly below grey clouds.<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsxQR20g5OU" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">youtube.com/watch?v=EsxQR20g5O…</a><a href="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/EsxQR20g5OU?si=8ijSDTn9992SylTV" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Esx…</a><a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=dark+ambient" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#dark ambient</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=music+for+mornings" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#music for mornings</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)(Also, while on that wind: Writing some thoughts out to light sheets of paper. Folding them to planes and birds and letting them be carried away to murky distances. No matter how heavy, most things will fly given just the right approach.)<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)10am and on. A dense grey again, slightly less bright than yesterday. Keeping ones own light steady still, trying to be a bit from everything in everywhere. Breathing the scent of forest in the living room. The solemn in the memories.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=saturdays" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#saturdays</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)10am and on. Exploring different kinds of rain. The mild one and the freezing one. The one to embrace and permeate everything, much like fog, the fierce, strong one to clear autumn trees of its last leaves. The one descending from dark skies with storms passing through. And the current one, prevailing in a state of grey, subliminal and yet seemingly always there.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

Kristian (inactive/moved)Too: Watching. Watcher. Unsure whether subject or object. Knowing how perception, mood, reality is twisted and bent by input received through numerous channels. Breathing, against tensions that transcend mere physical phenomenons.<a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=outerworld" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#outerworld</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=watching+the+watcher+watching" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#watching the watcher watching</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=concrete+city" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#concrete city</a> <a href="https://loma.ml/search?tag=the+grey+outside+inside" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#the grey outside inside</a>

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